Turning 33..

It has been some time since I have written my blogs, again, let me thank those who took their time to read whatever I posted, I am really moved. Nothing much has been happening to my life lately, and I will be turning 33 in a month’s time. Damn!! 33 years? Dig that, and I am recently undergoing some wake-up calls, finances ticking like a time bomb ready to explode, health that has been problematic lately, a lovelife that cannot be found, I have spending my life praying for help. I have been hearing mass almost everyday, and I am happy that the Lord do really provides, and He provides big time. As they say, the Lord’s timing is impeccable, never too early and never too late, always on time. And I always take that by heart, I trust Him and only Him, no one else. Everything will work up according to His grand plan, and like an actor, I will just wait for my close ups. You may find this strange, but in spite of my being prayerful, I still read the horoscope everyday, I try to practice feng shui in my life, carry crystals in my pocket, and still practice a hinduistic form of living, being fatalistic. I believe in good and bad karma, and whatever bad things other people do to me, I always make sure I offer my other cheek to the enemy. I believe that goodness begets goodness, and even if I am guilty of being bad at times, I just wait for the grand scheme of things. Lord, I am not be your faithful servant that you expect me to be, and I always ask for forgiveness. I am aware that You will always forgive me and will even give my heart’s desire just to show how much You care for me. I am always Your servant and will be here in case You decide to change me, which I think you will never since You made me in Your likeness. And I am thankful that whenever I look at You, I am happy that You made me a goodlooking being, please give me the humility to accept that sad fact.